We All Either Place God On Trial, Or We Blindly Trust Him

𝗝𝗼𝗯 𝟭𝟯:𝟭𝟱, “𝗧𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘆 𝗺𝗲, 𝘆𝗲𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗜 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺: 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺.”

Every human being comes to the place in life, where we have to decide whether we are going to place God on trial for judgment; or else we are just going to blindly trust God, without being able to see our own hand in front of our face. I chosen the latter, as Job did in 𝗝𝗼𝗯 𝟭𝟯:𝟭𝟱, “𝗧𝗵𝗼𝘂𝗴𝗵 𝗵𝗲 𝘀𝗹𝗮𝘆 𝗺𝗲, 𝘆𝗲𝘁 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗜 𝘁𝗿𝘂𝘀𝘁 𝗶𝗻 𝗵𝗶𝗺: 𝗯𝘂𝘁 𝗜 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝗺𝗮𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻 𝗺𝗶𝗻𝗲 𝗼𝘄𝗻 𝘄𝗮𝘆𝘀 𝗯𝗲𝗳𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗵𝗶𝗺.”

I am in the same frustrating boat with literally millions of other frustrated single men, desiring a wife but there is no one in sight. Men are afraid to get married these days because of feminism and the unfair American court system. Getting a divorce in America is an easy as changing your underwear. If divorce were permanently made illegal and banned in the United States, the MGTOW movement would disappear overnight. Men would no longer fear marriage and the devastating consequences that often follow when a tired wife files for divorce. Then a God damned greedy lawyer destroys that poor husband's life. I am a victim of the ungodly American divorce court system.

My own biological son is 35 years old and cannot find a wife. He was sitting next to me when the demonic greedy lawyer demanded $50,000 from me when my wife divorced me. It ended up costing me $64,000 in legal fees. I hate lawyers! My son had to pack up all of my possessions, because the judge refused to allow me to go back into my own home. The house was sold and I never saw my home again. I never saw my pets again, they were just given away to strangers. In my new rental apartment, I was turning over food in my frying pan with needle-nose pliers, because all my kitchen stuff was given away to strangers. I got screwed over big time, all because my incompetent rebellious wife wanted a divorce. God knows that I do not hate her or anybody else, but my x-wife should burn in Hell someday for the evils she has done. American woman stay away from me!!!

I wept profusely for days, having lost everything. I almost commit suicide. I bought two barbeques and charcoal, and was going to asphyxiate myself with carbon monoxide in the bathroom. Only by God's merciful grace, I didn't do it. I wanted to die. I used my prescription drugs to sleep 15 hours a day. I was holed up in my rental house for months at a time, only leaving to buy food and survive. I hated life. Meanwhile, my piece of trash x-wife was going to fiestas and having a good day, bragging that two men were interested in dating her. What a spoiled little brat! The divorce didn't cost her a single penny, but I lost everything. I did as Jesus commanded in 𝗠𝗮𝗿𝗸 𝟭𝟭:𝟮𝟮, “𝗛𝗮𝘃𝗲 𝗳𝗮𝗶𝘁𝗵 𝗶𝗻 𝗚𝗼𝗱.”