Sunday, June 27, 2021

God Promises Not To Forget Our Labors Of Love For Him

Hebrews 6:10, “For God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.

This precious Bible promise gives me much comfort. I have suffered through much pain in my lifetime, both physical from an old neck injury, and emotional pain caused by much trauma in my life. Sadly, much of the inexplicable pain in my life has been caused over the past 7 years by Pastor Marty Herron and the ungodly Harvest Baptist Church on Guam. I cannot put into words how wicked these pastors are, and how little they care about truth or hurting people.

The Bible teaches that Jesus is not unrighteous to overlook and forget about our earthly labors for him. I almost commit suicide when Kristen Hurlburt rejected me as my wife in 2017. I told her that I loved her, and that I had thought about her every day since Harvest's pastors drove me out of church in 2014. I have thought about Kris every day since, and it is now 2021. I love her very much. The only thing that kept me from committing suicide in 2017 is knowing that I can still labor for Christ, and make a difference for eternity. Jesus is my Savior, not Kristen. I serve a precious risen Savior. 

I have been so lonely in my life for the longest time. I have so much love to give away. I am looking for a sweetheart and hopefully in Florida I will find someone to make happy, take out to eat and movies, hold her hand, and have a loyal friend to stand by my side in my soulwinning ministry. Kristen missed out on a great guy! I love her so much, still do, and always will. She passed up a really great guy who loves her with all his heart. Kris is immature, and told me never to contact her again. If Kris had simply contacted me in any way, I would have reassured my love for her. I was terrified to contact her once she told me never to contact her again. That is no way to treat a guy who loves you!

My heart was very sad today, thinking about Kristen. I know I need to let go and move on, but I have no one to replace her with. My life is stuck in 2014 at Harvest Baptist Church. That is why I am leaving Guam. I cannot take the pain of soul anymore. I need a gal to love. Only God knows what the future holds. I love music and plan to play my guitar and ukulele at Pensacola Beach. I plan to give away a lot of Gospel tracts. God is so very good! It is not God's fault that my life is a mess. I have myself to blame for that. Sadly, the pastors of Harvest Baptist Church on Guam, who could have made all the difference in the world if they'd simply forgave and given me a second chance when I begged for it 3 times, threw me under the bus and left me for dead. I died in my heart, since 2014, having no life and having lost the woman that I love. I won't hate God for what wicked men do unto me.

Jesus promises in Hebrews 6:10 not to forget my labors for Him. Hebrews 6:10, “For God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.” God knows that I work night and day on my truth-telling ministry, which is very challenging in lieu of my constant neck pain and sensation of burning throughout my nervous system. My afflictions keep me very humble. God is so good to us all. Oh how I wish Kris had said, “Yes, when I asked her to allow me to court her for marriage in 2017. Kris has no one to blame but herself that we didn't get married. I am truly heartbroken by her decision. I tried, but she dealt harshly with me. Kristen does not share my soul's depth of passion for truth, love and people. If she did, she never would have hurt me deeply the way she did, when I gave her my heart.

The silver lining in all my loss, pain, suffering, loneliness and tears is that God promises not to forget my diligent labors night and day for Him. My ministry is a labor of love. I have never made a single penny since 2002. People have sent me money and I have kindly sent it back to them. I will never take a cent for serving God. That is simply a vow that I made to myself as a teenager, when God called me to preach at age 15. My ministry is TO THE SAINTS. I was greatly encouraged recently when I saw a sermon by Pastor Dennis Rokser titled: 'GETTING THE GOSPEL RIGHT AND WRONG.' What encouraged me is that as I watched the video sermon, I recognized a bunch of pictures and quotes from my website ministry, that no one else uses. It became very obvious to me that God had used my humble labors to influence this dear Baptist preacher in Duluth, Minnesota. I love preachers and thank God when people copy my stuff. TAKE IT ALL and use it for Jesus Christ!!!

“The true Gospel always points you to Christ; a false gospel always points to you.” Pastor Dennis Rokser
What a fantastic sermon! My heart rejoices when I hear preachers who get the Gospel right. Brother Rokser gets it 100% correct, and I love him for it. God pity these accursed corrupt ministers like Marty Herron, Steve Pettit, Chuck Phelps, John MacArthur, John Piper, Ray Comfort, Sam Horn, Adrian Rodgers, Joel Osteen, Rick Warren, Charles Stanley, John Hagee, Paul Washer, Gary Walton, Charles Lawson, Jack Chick, and countless more infidels, who preach a PERVERSE GOSPEL of partial faith in Christ plus something else!!!

Dear friend, the Word of God tells us simply to BELIEVE to be saved. The most important question that anyone could ever ask was presented to the Apostle Paul in Acts 16:30-31, and here also was Paul's reply, “And brought them out, and said, Sirs, what must I do to be saved? And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.” There it is—simple, free and easy! 

Yet, Pastor Marty Herron says it is not enough to admit to God that you are a sinner and believe the Gospel to be saved, he says “you must also turn away from a lifestyle of sin to be saved.” I heard him say it with my very own two ears in 2014 at the Harvest Baptist Church on Guam. I went home and cried in disgust. Marty's hero, Dr. Steve Pettit, taught this demonic blasphemy to 2,700 students and faculty on January 26, 2015 at Bob Jones University:
You can't just speak about getting saved, and you accepted Christ, and then that's it! There is a justification; There is a sanctification; There's ultimately a glorification, and though there are three parts, they are all part of the whole, and you cannot separate them. In order for you to qualify for the award, you have to get into the race, you have to stay in the race, and you have to finish the race. If you want to win, you have to run to the end; and winning in the Christian life is everything, because if you lose—if you don't finish—you lose everything—you lose your SOUL. And so, the Christian race is the life of faith that begins, is run, and is finished when we cross over into Heaven!” —Dr. Steve Pettit (“What Does It Mean To Run 'The Race'?” - 11:34)
Dr. Pettit was inspired by demons when he preached that horrible message! BJU is preaching their students another gospel (Galatians 1:6-9; 1st Corinthians 15:1-4). How does any of that relate to what we just read in Acts 16:31, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.” Oh dear reader, please don't let these theological madmen take you to Hell with them. Lordship Salvation is a lie of the Devil.

In hindsight, something was wrong with Kristen Hurlburt. When a man tells a woman that he loves her, and has thought about her every day for over 2 years, and wants to marry her, and she cruelly jades him, that woman has no heart. Why do I always fall in love with unloving people? It appears that my love was only a one way street, which she did not reciprocate. At a minimum she could have broke it gently to me. She was mean and didn't show any gratitude for the two Alexander Scourby King James Bible DVD's I gave her as gifts. I also gave her a 1922 original copy of the Gospel of John from Moody Publishers. It is obvious to me now that Kris only wanted a husband, not a man who truly thought she was the world to him. Husbands are dime a dozen, but Kristen will NEVER find a man like me. I am not a common man. God has given me a special heart, as Dr. Jack Hyles had for everybody. That beautiful man taught me how to love. I have never known such a beautiful soul in my life than Pastor Jack Hyles (1926-2001), my hero of the Christian faith. 

And so, in my pain of soul and loneliness, I will continue to labor night and day for my precious Savior, wife or no wife by my side. Kris lost out on sharing all my heavenly rewards! Hebrews 6:10, “For God is not unrighteous to forget your work and labour of love, which ye have shewed toward his name, in that ye have ministered to the saints, and do minister.God only knows the tens of thousands of hours I have invested over the past 19 years into my internet ministry. My prayers are with all my web visitors. You are my epistles known and read of all men (2nd Corinthians 3:2). I have many spiritual children throughout the world, who look up to me as their parent in the Lord, because I led them to Jesus. I love you all, prayerfully serving others freely in love, humbly giving ALL the praise and credit to Jesus Christ alone. 

Whatever labors I have achieved all these many painful and difficult years of ministry, it was simply Christ laboring through me (Galatians 2:20; Philippians 2:13). I am tired, frustrated and lonely, moving forward from Guam to Florida all by myself, and it is scary; but I know God is always with me, and I'm LOOKING TO JESUS the Author and Finisher of my faith (Hebrews 12:2). Things will work out (Romans 8:28). One day at a time. Time heals all wounds, as the depth of emotional scars fade, and painful memories are overlaid with new ones, and the eternal precious PROMISES of our Lord Jesus Christ continually rejoices our sorrowful heart. John 16:22, “And ye now therefore have sorrow: but I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and your joy no man taketh from you.

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